Monday, February 4, 2013

sleeping beauty

It's a great thing that babies like to sleep so much at this newborn stage....because I love to watch them sleep.  I find myself not knowing what to do when Emilia sleeps longer than usual - which "usual" is a very loose term right now as we are still establishing a routine or schedule!  However, I find that when she sleeps for more than 30 minutes to 1 hour, I wander around for a bit & almost feel lonely without holding her next to me.  Again, probably why I let her fall asleep in my arms far more than I planned to.  I still read conflicting theories on this - some say you can't spoil a newborn and that it helps their self-esteem to feel close, connected and to not be allowed to cry.  Other resources say a little crying helps them develop their lungs (really?!), to figure out how to soothe themselves and the like.  I find that I lean more towards the first....I can't seem to think that I could spoil this little girl too much at this stage.  And if I do - then so be it, this might very well be our final baby in the house.  Not sure on that one, because when I hold her and relish in those baby moments I think that this is why some people have 6, 8 or even 10 children.  They love babies and must always want one around!...and I'm sure other reasons go into it :)  I have those moments with her thinking the same thing...if only I could always have a baby in our home.  A sweet, sleeping and peaceful baby.  What a beautiful little sleeping babe she is...




 



 







 
 


 



 




 

 
 
 


 Sleep tight our little angel







Sunday, February 3, 2013

Got'cha

Bryson Jr. was playing around with my camera this morning and snapped this....classic photo of Bryson Sr. trying to be funny.  I love it.  

la-la land

Every so often, this little gal will be somewhere and drift off to la-la land.  I was watching her eyes, and thought this might be the case as she slowly started to close her eyes...
 ..and then she was out!  I love watching her sleep - probably too much.  There are some days she'll fall asleep in my arms and I'll think about moving her, but then I watch her, and kiss her head and think I'll have years to have her sleep in her own bed.  I only get a short time {in the grand scheme of things}, that I can hold her while she sleeps.  I've noticed that I'm a little more aware of how fast time can and does go with Emilia, after having a break of 6 years between my babies.  Because of knowing that time will go too fast, I'm alright getting the bare minimum done these days - if I shower, feed the family and maybe do some laundry or another little job to keep it so the house doesn't fall completely apart....and then spend lots of time cuddling, holding and feeding Emilia...that's my perfect day!