Introducing...

A 'lil Aunt Jemima look :). I looked down & the bow on Emilia's hat reminded me of the knot on Jemima's handkerchief she wears. I'm thankful for a little humor during our 5am feedings!

Daddy Daughter

It has seemed that Bryson has mostly been sick since Emilia was born - except for the first week after she was born.  He had strep during Christmas and then a sinus infection after or during...it all blends together.  Unfortunately, health during the winter season has never been something Bryson can pull off...he says it's genes, and I say it's the end of a year and his body finally says enough is enough, and gets sick for a really long time.  Blah! 

Anyway, this last week he has started to feel better.  And thankfully the little Miss gets to remember who her Daddy is!  It's been hard that he hasn't been able to hold and bond with her - I think that this is one of a handful of times that he has held her since she was born, and now that she is smiling she was able to reward him with big smiles and her cute faces :)   

 

 ..and he made cute faces back.  They were quite the pair to watch while I was finishing dinner :)

Jacob's Gift

Jacob has had this blue fleecy blanket since he was a baby, and loves it for cuddling and sleep.  It was the blanket he had to have in order to fall asleep each night & the blanket he'd run to get when watching a movie and he wanted something soft to cuddle with.  Today he brought his blanket up and tucked it around Emilia and said she can have his blanket now.  I asked him if he was sure, because it IS his favorite blanket...but he wanted to give the blanket to her.   

Have I mentioned before how much this little boy loves Emilia?!  

 

It has been one of the sweetest and greatest blessings in having Emilia to see how much Jacob adores her.  He has always had a tender heart and loves to love people, but I am so thankful that these two already have and that they will continue to develop a sweet bond as brother & sister.  I was so worried about the difference in their ages....but I don't worry about that any longer.  Love goes beyond age, beyond gender, beyond everything so that a 6 year old rough & tough boy will show his big heart when he gives his beloved blankie to his little sister.

Jacob gave more than his blankie to Emilia....he gives her the gift of being one incredible older brother.

7 weeks

This princess is 7 weeks old today!  We put her in a new little outfit my friend gave us and here are 7 pictures of her adorable-ness. Oh how I love this girl!

The cheeks - oh, these cute chubby cheeks that are as smooth as silk!  

At 7 weeks: 

Emilia is sleeping rather consistently - especially at night!  She usually goes to sleep somewhere between 10:30pm and 11:30pm and then sleeps either a 3-4 hour stretch, and then about every 2nd or 3rd night she'll do a 6 hour stretch!  I feel incredible after those 6 hour night stretches :)  She will wake up and eat and then go back to sleep for another 3 hours.  I love that she has finally figured out that night is for sleeping!  It makes us all much happier :)  

She does not like it when I eat Indian food!  I haven't noticed a problem with nursing and any other food, but we had Indian for the second time on Friday night and she was fussy all night, which was a repeat from the other time we had Indian food a few weeks ago.  It looks like I'll have to give up my Chicken Tikki Masala for awhile...I would be devastated, but this face is treat enough!  

The only downfall to all this sleep - is that she has been growing up!  I feel that this last week I lost my squishy newborn and have a little one month old!  She still feels little when I cradle her, but there is a difference in how alert she is when she is awake and how she looks.  It is bittersweet to move out of that NEW newborn phase.   

She is definitely out of the Newborn jammies that she was wearing, and is wearing the 0-3 month clothing and filling it out more.  Her headbands are even getting too small for her head.  Oh, how I wish more would be frozen than the weather outside, and that I could just freeze these moments for a little bit longer....

Emilia was asleep this morning when the older children were getting ready for school.  They absolutely did not want to leave without giving her a kiss, so they all tiptoed into my room and gave her a little kiss on the top of her head.  We are all completely smitten by this little lady and really can't hold her enough or give her too many kisses.  

We love our Emilia!  

Ikea trip

We were at Ikea today and found the white fluffy background that I love & so in the middle of the flooring section Madeleine and I had a little photo shoot with Emilia...

The kiddos have school off today for a teacher prep day and then Monday off for Martin Luther King, Jr. day....we had hoped to go and visit Grandpa Miller in St. George, but he came down with Shingles. So, the next best option was to go to Ikea - still fun, but not St. George!

While the boys went in the play area, Madeleine helped me shop...which I think she has mixed feelings about.  She likes to feel grown-up and come with me and Emilia, but I think she misses being able to go into the play area, and also it's kind of nice just to sit down and watch a movie while I shop.  I just love to roam around - I usually have an idea of what I want to buy, but I'll be the first to admit that Ikea seems to provide the backdrop for a lot of impulse buying.  Or, I should phrase I buy items I didn't quite know I needed until I see them sitting them :) 

Thankfully this little girl is already mine & not up for purchase!   

Poetry

This morning I was gathering the scattered homework papers that Bryson Jr. had left on the kitchen table last night.  I glanced down at the papers in my hand, and noticed a type-written poem titled 'Winter Is', and after I read it I realized this boy has some great writing skills!  It takes longer to see his talent, as it's been known that I (and we as parents) get a little frustrated with how slowly things come to pass with what Bryson Jr. does as he is very meticulous, methodical and a bit dreamy :)  Getting homework, let alone any type of work, can take mere minutes when he has a mind to get it down....and hours when he is in another world.  It seems we are in the latter rather often!

Here are two poems he has written - the first the Winter poem just mentioned, and the other a poem about Friendship that he wrote this past fall.  I really was rather impressed with his writing in both of the poems, and wanted to be sure they were saved away in our blog book.

Winter Is...

Glee with snow, 

Gulping hot chocolate down your throat. 

Warming toes by the fire, 

Listening to a Christmas choir. 

Santa's coming on his way, 

In a bright, big, red sleigh. 

Sledding down steep icy hills, 

Making snow angels in white powdery snow. 

Snuggling inside with dad, 

Bundling up for the cold outside. 

Staying home from school during winter break, 

Putting up the Christmas tree. 

Winter is...

EXCELLENT! 

by Bryson Lord  

{written Janurary 2013} 

Friendship 

The important thing about friends is that they are always there for you. 

Friends are like a soft, fleece blanket that's warm and keeps you safe. 

When someone bullies you they'll stand up for you and say, "Don't bully him!" 

When you're bored to death, you could go to their house and ask if they want to play. 

Friends are fun to play with. 

If we are in the same class, we could help each other with our homework. 

If you have a hard time at school you could go up and talk to a friend. 

But the important thing about a friend is that they are loving and friendly. 

by Bryson Keith Lord, Jr. 

{written fall of 2012}

Family Ties

We are so lucky that we live by family and are able to head over to enjoy dinner and fabulous company each month...and many times within each month!  Back at Thanksgiving dinner we went around the table and said what we are thankful for, and I mentioned how thankful I am to live by family & that I am enjoying it more than I thought I would.  I really had worried that it would be too much to live by family - too much of what I'm not sure, but in my mind I was convinced it would be a hard transition after living away from family for all our married life.  

And yet, it's for moments like this that I'm grateful we are now experiencing living by family.  And realize it's not hard - it's amazing.  We get to experience precious moments of sharing love, memories and just those simple moments of sweetness such as Emilia being cuddled by Grammy Critchfield after Sunday dinner.  Absolutely beautiful moments where I just sit back and am thankful that our life road we are traveling has led us here, for this time.   

These are some of my most favorite times.  Ever.  

diapers & deli mustard

Today was one of the few days that I actually made it out of the house with baby Emilia.  The sun was shining after days of inversion and gloomy gray weather & I had my 6 week follow-up appointment at Better Birth.  I actually got a shower in before leaving and it felt great to be out of the house!  I love staying in with her and being cozy during these cold wintery days, however I start to get a little cabin fever and stir crazy by about day 3 or 4 and just need a little outing!

They checked me and Emila - and I'll say this over and over, but this really was the best and easiest recovery from a birth!  We talked again about how amazing a water birth is, and how my muscles didn't feel like they had run a marathon afterwards!  They loved Emilia's little face and her darling outfit (I should have taken a picture!) and weighed her in at 9 lbs. 6 oz.  She was fully clothed, so she might actually be an ounce or two lighter :)  It boggled my mind as the midwife handed her back to me that that is only 2 more ounces than Bryson Jr. weighed at birth - and Jacob was a pound heavier!  How in the world did they fit inside?!  After we finished up, I was able to sit and nurse - the birthing center is naturally laid back, but they also didn't have any other appointments after me, so I stayed on their plush couch to feed Emilia who had woken up.  It was much better to nurse in their comfy room than a few weeks ago when Emilia woke up in the middle of Target and I had to tuck into a dressing room to feed her - that was definitely not my favorite place I've fed her!  I also needed to give Emilia a diaper change - which sometimes when I change her she has this funny reaction - I don't know if it's having her bottom up while I clean her, or just the irony of the situation...but quite often she starts to go to the bathroom again.  I'm usually able to catch it in the old diaper or with a wipe - but today as I hurried to put the wipe on her bottom, it ended up that the wipe only caused the mess to go outwards and little flecks of that yellow deli-mustard #2 flew onto my sweatshirt and jeans.  Awesome.  I hurried to finish her & then wiped myself clean - it was only little flecks here and there, and it really was more funny than frustrating - for such a little thing it's amazing how much is in her little system!

Since Emilia was fed I decided to hurry and run to Costco for the monthly groceries there.  I was hoping she'd fall asleep in her car seat and happily slumber while I hurried through the store to get my things - and thankfully that is just what happened!  I hadn't eaten lunch before my appointment, so after I paid and was on my way out, I stopped at the little food court and ordered one of my favorites - the hot dog.  I quickly put on the deli mustard, got my drink and went out to load up the car.  I had to hurry home not only before Emilia woke up, but the older kids would be dropped off soon from their carpool.  I stopped at a red light, and went to have a quick bite of the hot dog - however, when I opened up the paper I looked at that yellow deli mustard and I had a flash-back to changing Emilia's diaper just a short time ago.  I spend a large amount of time each day changing this little gal's diapers, and that poor hot dog was just one big reminder of all the yellow mustard in my life right now!  I knew I should have gotten the chicken bake instead! Next time...next time.

Speaking of diapers...this seems to be the theme for today :)  Jacob loves, loves his baby sister!  He comes to give her kisses and talk to her all the time!  Tonight he was sad over something, and I was trying to change Emilia's diaper as we had someplace to be.  I asked him if he'd like to help change her diaper, and you'd think I would have asked if he wanted his favorite dessert!  I talked through what I do to change her, and he helped by pulling the tabs across and securing the diaper.  He was so proud of himself, and I love what a great helper he is with her!

{photos from Emilia's first week}

1 month old!

Our little lady is 1 month old today!  I am in denial that time is going this fast already!  She's still this cuddly little baby, however she is growing out of that ultra-sleepy, and potato bug newborn phase.  Sigh.  Why do our children have to grow up?  I wish Peter Pan would show up & wisk us all away to Never Land! 

I am attempting to learn more about my camera and taking photos of Emilia on my own.  Pros and cons to this.  The pros - I am saving money and can do as many photo shoots as I like.  Cons - I'm not a pro, so I take longer and even though I click the camera like crazy, as I look through the photos I'm amazed at the low percentage of pictures that turn out.  Oh, and I don't know how to do any cool editing using Photoshop, so the only editing right now is what comes with the computer.  My goal for 2013 is to finally, FINALLY learn photoshop!  

Either way - I love photographing this darling face.  I could look at her all day - and in fact, I do that a lot which is why I'm behind on posting about this darling little girl :)   

I snuck over to my in-laws to take these photos.  I knew the afternoon light into their living room was just what I wanted, and then on New Year's night when we were there for dinner and games, I noticed that Lauren my sis-in-law has the best baskets and this cool white furry throw.  Perfect photo props!

And they have a great coffee table with these rough boards - I loved using them as the backdrop for our basket shots!

Little feet and toes....she is also growing out of the phase where she would fold her legs into her body like she was sitting indian style.  When I would change her diaper the first weeks her little legs would pull into her body and she would cross her legs at her ankles - Bryson and I would oogle over how cute this was.  We are just in love with everything about this girl!

The bear compare.  I never thought of this idea or saw it with the older kiddos - but I decided that since I'm terrible about remembering to get statistics each month, I could at least remember to take a photo!

                                   

Happy 1st month lovely Miss Emilia!  We can't imagine our family without you now that you are here, and we love to keep your darling cheeks covered in kisses and watch you make your precious faces...smiles are definitely starting to make more appearances! :)